Oh the boys of my life, I wonder what life would be like without you. Some of you I know that I could live without and be just fine and others I don't want to imagine a world without you.
To My Best Friend
Oh goodness where do I begin with you? I have known you for about three years but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't know it then, but I am so happy you invited yourself over to watch movies one night after work.You were the first person I told everything to, the first one at college to see me cry, the one who could make me laugh without trying,the one I trust with everything, and so much more. You have been there when I need to cry, when I need to scream, and when I just need someone to tell me it will be okay.While it is annoying that you live 2 hours away now and kinda suck at answering and returning phone calls it's okay, I still love you with all of my heart.
To the One Who Lied
Oh you again? You also belong with the ones that left, but you lied so much more. The funny thing is that you hated when people lied to you but you had no problem doing it to me. I was one of the only people who was always nothing but honest with you. I never said anything "behind your back" that I would say straight to your face. Your "friends" on the other hand seem to have some trouble with this. The best lie you told me though was our friendship and that you cared. Looking back I knew I should have never believed you but I did. The last time I saw you was like seeing a ghost, I was mad and extremely hurt. I wish I could have just blocked you out of my life the way that you did to me, but my mamma raised me better so I still wish you the best, I just wish for it far away from my life. One that you will never have the chance of knowing again.
To the One Who Broke My Heart
Okay maybe I'm exaggerating here, you didn't really break my heart. You were the first one since my last relationship that I could actual see myself with. You gave me hope. You fought for me when I didn't know that I wanted someone to fight for me. You reminded me that dreams were one of the most important things in life. You also reminded me that some people are so dream focused that they don't want to take the time for other important things. I am sad that your dreams were more important than me. It is okay though because we are still friends, I still care about you and of course I miss you. I don't know though, you didn't seem to think that this was the end for us but like you said I can't wait around for you.
To the Ones That Left
It is okay. Not all of you left on bad notes, actually I don't know if any of you actually left on bad notes. We just grew apart,or distance got between us. Nothing to major but no offense, I think it was for the best.
To the Ones I Have "Talked" To
It is sad to think that we live in a society where most people understand that boys tend to want more when you're "talking" to them. Thanks guys for teaching me this. I am not bashing any of you, you are all great people. You guys taught me how to love and respect myself. I never thought it would take a boy to help me realize this but, I guess, it did. Thank you all for respecting my boundaries, today that, sadly, is not something all people do. So thank you.
To the One I'm Talking to Now
I really don't know what we or doing, and honestly that is okay. I know we are both trying to figure it out, and I am happy we are in this together. There isn't anyone else I would rather be "talking" to now.
You guys have all taught me some valuable life lessons. Some of you are the reasons for "Kelly Things" and for that thank you. Honestly. Thank you for bringing my friends and I so much closer and allowing us to laugh at all the little things, or as we call them "Kelly Things"
~Kelly~
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